Woah it did!! CooL  ~ haha im back in sunny s'pore again and it's good to be home... Oh man, it's so fast... a yr over again n i hope i can get to 2nd yr physio!! Just came back from the hospital... finished at 1 pm today and boy, was it good. Haha, saw so many of my bro lookalikes there... with big nerdy specs n stethoscopes. GrrOsss....

Met all my gurls yesterday... n i mean all of them! The whole china gorgeous gang... haha... they are the best gurl frens i'll ever have in this lifetime im sure. They always say u meet ur true frens in sec sch and i did. Not the frens i met in trinity. Melbourne's cool but it's not that cool. Peeps there are plain crazy. And the physios in s'pore are damn nice! Everyone asked me why i got a job so fast n how i did it. I don't know... is it fast?? I thought it was ok... or am i turning into a workaholic at barely age 18??!!

Sometimes i feel too old for my actual age... and it's true. That's wat going overseas too young does to u. Everyone i work with expects me to act THEIR age and my classmates r like older than me. Kwok said suddenly i seem grown up. HUH?! But then i'll always know that there are pple like kevi n jinshu that will always say that i look toot n too young to b a clubber! Hurrmph... doesn't mean that coz kevi tan (Big sized over the hill rugger) is bigger than me he gets the right to muahahaha me. Hahah!

Well, i love my job. N i love my life now... Nearly claiming my freedom. And i mean freedom. NOt those that think that life is good coz they get to party or slack n wear miniskirts n drink n flirt. Nah.... they r crazy. And seriously, anyone who reads this should think for her/himself. You r not gonna get anywhere spending big bucks that u r not earning urself. That's one thing i've learnt. Be wiser pple!! Stop wasting ur time going out everyday n chionging! it's pointless... i mean, spending time chilling wif ya mates is damn shiok... but there's a limit. And i can't stand pple to waste time/$. use ur blains. Drinking gives u liver cirrhosis. Trust me. it's not a pretty sight. Smoking gives u black lungs. Trust me again. It doesn't come close to liver cirrhosis. When are pple gonna get that? Wake up. Pls... for ur own sake. Somehow, i seem to have met many more pple this yr with their own depressing problems than other yrs.

Well... life is sweet. Cherish what you have and pls give back in return.

Hi pple,

havent written for a super long time but here i am again. Basically after nearly dying for the test last week, i m mugging again to finish up an essay due on fri. exams r in a mth's time! oh no!... but of cos i m not here to tell u abt sch... that is like the most unhappening thing eva.

i just went to watch xmen 2 last nite n it was really good! Seriously, i'm surprised that there's nothing in my xanga site about what's happening nowadays. Rem the guy i said who was quite similar to me? well, there are so many billion rumours that he likes me and to simply put it, i m just getting quite tired of it.

The story is that he's always asking my good friend abt germaine, where's germaine, is she coming etc etc. We always hang out as a group, sometimes a real big group n sometimes just 3guys 3 girls. Apart frm the other 2 girls whom i knew from trinity, the rest of the guys i know thru OCF (overseas christian fellowship). Now. This guy, X, has sent me home 3 times so far, but its super hard to see if he really likes me. WHAT TO DO? the problem is that I can reallly really clique well with him, because both of us have similar characters. This is not the first time this kinda thing has happened. Many times, my friendships with guys have been stopped from going any closer with them just because of rumours that they like me. Is there something wrong with me? i wld really like to maintain a strong, close friendship with this guy, but i guess im just afraid rumours might spread again. And the last thing i want is for him to feel super awkward n avoid me just cos pple r saying he likes me.

Oh well, im just talking crap as usual. Jinshu is in field camp rite now, he's coming out on fri! yay... i miss him.. yet there's nothing i can do abt it. Somehow its just not the same without him bugging me.  i really hope i don't get distracted over here, that our relationship is strong enough.

im gonna do essay now. see ya lateR! ciaoz.

Good morning

Its a monday again! Groan... so sleepy. Lately, life has been pretty slack... guess i have gone into slack mode already... oh man... cant wait for easter hols to come, den i can party! yay!
Last week has been a really surprising week, mainly becos i gotta know several new friends... and they r really good fun pple. Its amusing, cos they r guys and ya noe..... being guys, they have all their crazy dirty jokes and habits... (disgusting pple haha ) and while they r super fun, they r oso super nice. Like giving me and my friends car rides everywhere (Dun need to take tram liao) I know them through church so quite happie with that too. Praise God!

Amongst the guys, there's actually one who is really similar to me. Can't say the name... shh... cos everyone will know who im talking by then man. Haha. I tink rite now, i'm really reverting back to my crazy mg self! hee hee... actually, im always like that when i meet a guy whom i can really connect with. As a good friend of course. Like dearez kevi (onli one in the whole world).

Well, going for massage practical now! Woo hoo! What can be better than a massage on monday?! I love my course. I love ya all. Hope everything in the world will calm down soon and hope for world happiness too... but that's not possible.... sigh.

God Bless